Shrinking
I watched this show because a friend mentioned it. One thing I am trying to learn in adulthood is selection. The good from the bad, the worthwhile and not. the problem is that I have a lot less energy than I used to. The problem is I need to learn how to measure out my energy so it lasts. When I was younger I had infinite energy. Partly I no longer have this massive expanse of energy, but additionally I don't have the motivation nor the desire to run myself into the ground like I could when I was younger. Mostly, it is a result of healing from my eating disorder. I disavow all the parts of me that seek perfection and performance above actually feeling and living my life. Therapy and surviving under capitalism have taught me that an emotion is an expensive privilege, and I intend for my cup to runeth over in this particular category. Anway. I watched shrinking. It was a waste of energy, but writing a blog post about how much I hate the show is a perfectly acceptable use of my ti
